Today was rather odd. The worst I've felt in a while. It's probably because a byproduct of social interaction is negative emotions, and I haven't really been socially interacting recently, what with it being summer and all.
Today I went outlet shopping. I bought some sweaters from Anne Taylor Loft, which is a sort of matronly store, but I love it anyways. A few hours ago, I would have talked about these sweaters for paragraphs. Maybe tomorrow. I feel sort of bad because I was talking to somebody on facebook and I think I made him feel bad. Or I said something wrong. Or something. I'm not particularly socially adept in that way... I'm unable to identify the exact source of the problem in our conversation. I think it began when I popped back in after leaving. Oh, regret. How bitter art thou.
Anyways... I'm having difficulty readjusting to the mindset of thinking of my audience as a faceless mass, rather than a very faceful individual. The faceful individual way of thinking, merits though it does have, is not really what I want for this blog... though I suppose there's not much I can do at this point.
I'm a firm believer in my mother's mantra of my childhood-
'Everything will be better in the morning.'
EDIT- I was going to talk about lipstick. I have four different lipsticks- peony, coral, fuschia, and red. i made a lip print of each of them and I think the fuschia looks best on paper, though the red in person. I'm not really sure why, though the lip prints could make an interesting collage. I don't know what else I would use though. I'm distracted. This isn't very good. I'm feeling agitated.
Everything will be better in the morning.
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