i'm not your manic pixie dream girl

Monday, August 15, 2011

I'm very sirius.

Do you want to know a secret?
I am in love with fanfiction.
I love to read it, I love to write it. I fucking love it. For some reason, I keep it a secret, though I'm not really sure why. Actually, the last time I talked about it was at summer camp during a scavenger hunt- the person I was talking to and I made a mutual agreement to never speak of it again.
I'm not sure how to say this, but I have a freakishly elaborate fantasy world for each of my favorite shows. It's pretty unhealthy, but it's something I've been doing ever since I was a kid. I have this weird thing where whenever I get particularly attached to a show I sort of insert myself into that 'universe', and kind of make up stories about it, I guess. It wasn't until a year or two ago that I found a name for this kind of story- and that name is fanfiction.
What sort of fanfiction do I like? Doctor Who, Harry Potter and Criminal Minds are my three favorites, though I occasionally read other fics. I haven't quite worked up the courage to post any of my own writing on fanfiction.net, so it's currently languishing on my computer. That's likely where it will stay for all of eternity. Nonetheless, I certainly get a kick out of it, and that's what counts, right?
EDIT- I read this back and I sound like a complete psycho. Ohhhhh well. Additionally... what was I going to say? Oh yeah. Additionally, I've been thinking I'm not wearing the correct bra size, so I tried measuring... um, yeah, apparently I'm a 34DD. HA! No. This is not at all correct. I measured once, twice, three times, and I went to dozens of different sites, all telling me the EXACT same thing. What. The. Fuck? So I guess I'll get my mother to take me to Target this week... yay? I'm almost positive that she'll make the entire experience as uncomfortable as possible. So that's something to look forward to. And, of course, my SUMMER READING PROJECT. *gouges eyes out*

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